Saturday, August 21, 2010

Do we know what we're fighting for?

Every time i surf
and every time i view your Facebook profile
I'm lazy to explain why I'm being so emo
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm stuck into a life I never ask for
Every words you said to me
It's disguise
They couldn't set me free
There's must be something more
A random post
A random feeling
A random thinking
Actually do we know what we're fighting for?

Friday, August 13, 2010










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让,你 睡不安乐




I miss my bear...
I love my bear...
I kiss my bear through the phone...
I hug my bear just like I'm hugging my real bear...
I really do miss him very much...
I won't leave him alone,
Trust me...
3 minutes to explain it
3 hours to explain it
but a life time to prove it

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Before The Clock Turns 12a.m.

I have something to show you before the clock turns 12a.m. my dear,sorry i am not very good in public writing..hope you enjoy dear.

This is how we hug since the day we are together.......

This is how i kiss you when i see your pretty face.I hope i can kiss you now dear

I had all the fun chatting with you dear....Jokes,Music,How you feel and so long~~~

Miss me???ahahah this reminds both of us on the phone all the time....I love you

Dear i know this is not me,but i am glad that you are happy when you watching live show perform by me.Hope you enjoys those love songs dear muackz~~ muackz~~

Your voice is like the guitar string vibrating and it will say I love you....

Dear did you enjoy reading those pictures????Sorry dear i am not very good in essay,lol.Well i am very happy to be with you dear,all the difficulties we had gone through together and we learn plenty of things in life right??hahaha. I miss you i really hope to see you soon dear.Muackz~~~ i am quite tired now,take a nap you dear i love you like i always do....

Saturday, August 7, 2010

begin falling in love with Secondhand Serenade

Songs are nice

Lyrics are meaningful
I love him=)
-Fall for you
-Stay close, don't go
-A twist in my story
-Hear me now


The day you've gone
The day my heart broken
Where's the place I won't get hurt?
Can anyone tell me?
I hate this word more than I can say
But sometimes I'm emo

Friday, August 6, 2010

A complicated Friday

Almost whole night,
i didn't sleep well..
Call my baby then and chat
nothing special...just missing him
about one month I didn't see him
:" How are you, my little girl?"
:" Did you sleep well, pig?"
:" Do you lose your weight? Take care, boy =)"

I used to chat with him whole day long.
And I enjoy too^^
Well, time to school...
NIGHTMARE begins....
Today, I planned to drop by in Alex's house, my baby's bandmate
The American-Chinese... Erm,
He will go back to California on this Sat
so I decided to meet him at his farewell party
I asked permission from my dad in the car when he sending us to school...
but, unlucky things always happen around me!
He sudden shout at me and said
:" don't tell me how rich is your friend!"
:" don't tell me how is he good in English!"
:" don't tell me he gonna leave soon!"
:" If you truly love him, just go ahead and get married with him!"

Well, these are what he told me today
and my mood is totally affected by him!
I shouted him back,
eh Uncle!
If you don't let me go there,
can you scold other things??
Furthermore, I ain't your toy...
You can't display my mood
You can't control my mind
You can't change my world
You can't destroy my life!

I'm tired of your scolding
I'm tired of your control
I'm tired of your attitude
I'm tired of the way you talk to me
I hate the way you glanced at me!

Now, this moment,
I'm really fed up of you!
Don't try to know about my things from Mr.Tan
If you really do,
why can't you ask me straight?
Enough Enough
pissed off!
fuck off!
Whatever, like what i told you in the car!
pray for God of wishing me die before I'm 18 years old,
you know why?
Cause when i grow up, I'll leave Seremban!
I mean it!
I'm reluctant too!
But no point for me to stay by your side forever
You won't appreciate me
You won't love me
You're addicted to scold me!
You used to scold me EVERYDAY
I used to bear it EVERYDAY
I cry, my tears will fall every time when you scold me not even as a dog!
I cried this morning
Mr. Hong Kang gave me his tissue, haha
love you guy>< me=")" style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 204, 204);" face="georgia" size="4">PS: SHE CHALLENGES GOOD STUDENTS

10,52 pm now, where are you baby??
I miss you=)
Come back early
And Take care
I love you